So...ontop of basically having no christmas, I could very possibly be alone for christmas. My mother and step-dad are going to my uncle's house. I don't really fit in there so I don't want to go, so I probably won't. I would go to my boyfriend Greg's grandparents with him, but for some idiotic reason his grandpa seems to think i stole fishing gear from his garage...what the hell, so I probably won't be welcomed there, so I will probably lay in bed, alone. My mom also won't let Greg come over to spend time with me while she's gone. To add to this, I messaged my ex on myspace, trying to be nice and start a conversation so that we might hang out together sometime, because regardless of the fact that he dumped me, I still care about him and want to be his friend. The last time I saw him, he was with a bunch of our friends, they all piled behind him and stayed far away from me as if I had the H1N1 then quickly left, when I mentioned theis in the message, he replied to it by ssaying I went super emo through texts to a friend of ours and he wasn't going to throw a pitty party...that really hurt, I don't know what I did for him to hate me, I didn't dump him, he dumped me...so here I am, crying again, alone in my bedroom...